Problems..~.~

The problem is still exist..

A problem that I dislike very much,

and it often appear right in front my eyes..

Thought can be a happy day, but sometimes happiness not easy to be gain..

Need to worry this and that, especially things that I won't like to see, hear..

My eyes full of fear when I see it, my heart feel sadness when I listen every single sentence..

I don't care whether I will get use to it or what...

There is no such thing I will change myself for it...

This is the thing I dislike the most, and it will never change my perception..

To me, this is a serious problem in life..

Life is full of colour if you know how to appreciate, how to let go, how to move on..

There is no such thing solve it with the wrong way..

Once you gone the wrong way, few times you will realize this is wrong and stop it..

But not to continue using the pathetic way to hurt everyone, include yourself...

We should realize what we do can not only make ourselves happy,

but also people surrounding us..

The only way I will choose to avoid,

is less go, to avoid by involve in..

I like my mum's advice, I feel comfort when I hear she said to me,

"放下，有些事情不能勉强，随缘就好。今天他对你不好，不要记仇，我们要做大方的人。"

Well, I will always remember this.. ^^

But if too over, I won't forgive..

My attitude is depends on how you treat me...=))

Change

I still believe that people changed after they leave and to a new environment..

The way they speak, act..

Just not the same like last time anymore..

It may because of stress, or may also because of the feeling is not strong anymore..

Well, I trying not to think the negative,

but everything is starting to be different..

要互相包容，彼此才会过得比较好。。

You don't like some of their attitude, in the same way,

people doesn't like the all of you too..

But if they accept, when you did it, they will only say to you,

but not wanted you to totally change for them..

Even some of them, will accept it queitly without letting them know to make both of them more happier, lesser argument...

Remind them about it, better than order them to do so..

If not, they will be suffer in changing an attitude that follows them for years..

If they didn't get to change, argument will exist,

and the final solution,

the only way is to give up..

气死了！！！

都不明白，明明少时间接触！

明明少时间联络了，难得有得联络一下，

为什么还要耍脾气！？！？！？！

难道，就这么不想交谈吗？

是这样，早说嘛！我就再也不烦你啦！

ISH!!!!

跟我谈天就这样，跟他呢？？！！！？？？？

还不是很有耐心的谈？？？？？

我忍你很久了！你当你谁丫？

有事，闷的时候就扑过来！

讨厌！我真的很恨你！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我就是原谅你才会变成现在这样！放纵！

我不会再忍让，你踏进一步，我会十倍奉还！

NAH!

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不知道为什么，今晚我好想写东西分享。。

可是又不知道写什么。。

我喜欢通过一个人静静的写出心声来传达我要说的话。。

可是，当我选择这个方式的同时，

我很清楚我是不开心的。。

不然，我的部落格也不会堆满了不开心的文章，

可是，它却是我失落的时候，最好的知己。。

Words in my Heart...

最近的夜晚，我都会觉得好寂寞。。

变得特别的想念你。。

无论上课，放课，甚至在家发呆的时候，我都会想起你。。

有时候，还蛮佩服自己，怎么一个人熬过来的。。

面对各种问题，考试，assignment，

我有时担心兼顾不到，还会花了整晚的时间哭了一场。。

第二天，又毫无顾虑的解决。。

我的人实在太多虑了吧。。

不知道为什么，我害怕你离校出去工作了，会变成另个性格。。

我害怕，你结识不同的朋友，会影响到你的本性。。

可能，我还在意之前的遭遇。。

希望一切都会好好的吧。。

远距离，男人要经得起诱惑，

女人要守得住寂寞。。

我已经在努力了。。

你会和我一起努力的，对吧？