Unstable ♥

It been 10 years..

I had an unstable ♥..

It's quite suffer me sometimes..

But I wouldn't want to give up my ♥..

Sometimes it brings me to fear, darkness..

It makes me sleep, can't move, can't speak and even can't see..

I heard the voice of you without seeing you,

I heard my breath but it seems isn't real..

My mind is clear, focus..

I heard everyone around me, but..

All I can do that time, is just tears drop from my eyes..

I wish to reply every single people that talk to me that time,

but I can't..

Well, it's really scared me that time..

I keep talk to my mind, to my ♥,

Wake Up.. Don't fall asleep..

Will it be one day, that my ♥ give up me someday?

No ones knows about this..

Just hope that I will done all the things I wish to do before it give me up..='))