Moody Day

一起身，我整个人都呆住了。

那个梦很真，吓得我泪都快流下来了。

这会真的发生在我身上吗？

我很怕如果发生了，我会选择离开。

你不是说过，如果吵架了，你会用道理公正去判断谁对谁错吗？

为什么全都是我的错啦？

我很介意，你说我的不体谅。

我没想过，原来在你眼里的我，是这个样。

我的错吗？可是我真的没有那样，怎么认错？？

难道你平时看不到我对他们的好？

我的感觉告诉我，你把错都赖在我身上，

伤透了我的心。='(((

叹

我想呐喊啊！！！

到底看不看到我的委屈？？

我也试着努力啦，我也包容很多事情，甚至想办法讨开心。

我哪里错啦？？？？

为什么一定要有这样的结果？

一方开心，一方就伤心，所以宁愿伤心的人是我？

我没有错！我有努力要自己一次又一次的接受，给自己希望一切都是好的。

可是一次又一次的得到这样的结果，我也容忍了，我一句都没计较过。

这样的我不体谅吗？

难道坦白说出来，是在诉苦还是埋怨，你不知道吗？

我说出来要把问题解决，可是当成了不体谅，任性，不孝对吧？

那我自己来。

Unstable ♥

It been 10 years..

I had an unstable ♥..

It's quite suffer me sometimes..

But I wouldn't want to give up my ♥..

Sometimes it brings me to fear, darkness..

It makes me sleep, can't move, can't speak and even can't see..

I heard the voice of you without seeing you,

I heard my breath but it seems isn't real..

My mind is clear, focus..

I heard everyone around me, but..

All I can do that time, is just tears drop from my eyes..

I wish to reply every single people that talk to me that time,

but I can't..

Well, it's really scared me that time..

I keep talk to my mind, to my ♥,

Wake Up.. Don't fall asleep..

Will it be one day, that my ♥ give up me someday?

No ones knows about this..

Just hope that I will done all the things I wish to do before it give me up..='))