I had an unstable ♥..
It's quite suffer me sometimes..
But I wouldn't want to give up my ♥..
Sometimes it brings me to fear, darkness..
It makes me sleep, can't move, can't speak and even can't see..
I heard the voice of you without seeing you,
I heard my breath but it seems isn't real..
My mind is clear, focus..
I heard everyone around me, but..
All I can do that time, is just tears drop from my eyes..
I wish to reply every single people that talk to me that time,
but I can't..
Well, it's really scared me that time..
I keep talk to my mind, to my ♥,
Wake Up.. Don't fall asleep..
Will it be one day, that my ♥ give up me someday?
No ones knows about this..
Just hope that I will done all the things I wish to do before it give me up..='))